Hello Elango Muthu Vijayan Sir, I have seen your many posts on Quora-which seems like you can really understand the spiritual side and deeper mysteries of human life embedded in the birth chart. If you kindly help me decode my spiritual journey I will be grateful to you! I don't ask you anything about my materialistic life-its just a hell. And I know that manifested world is just a scorching desert and no amount of water is able to satisfy the thirst for ever as long as one continues to live there. Everyone is bound to fall in this frying pan today or tomorrow-this life or the next! Wealthy today will be poor tomorrow; healthy the diseased; respectable the outcast; king the beggar; beautiful princess the ugly witch; heaven the hell! Only escape from this Kalachakra is the solution and that is possible only through self-realization by the grace of the Lord! I think pain is the only fuel to reach that apex-full of truth & bliss and free from all relative dualism of temporary existence! Everything about pain is bad but its greatest boon is to help realize this simple truth and destroy the desire of enjoying a heavenly life in this earth-free from all evils forever..No one can for ever. But who are living a life of abundance-'eating, drinking & enjoying' today are yet in a delusion to be shattered tomorrow by the mighty blow of Mahakaal. I am grateful to Lord Shiva and Mother Parvati that they provide me a life full of continuous pain only to quickly remind me that their lap is the only shelter & destiny for me! I don't know how I can reach there but I can hear the call of my eternal parents very clear to leave this play-ground and return home! I don't know any puja/mantra/tantra-only soulful cry and tears are my tools! With Mother's blessing I memorize few stotras (hymns) from Devi-mahatmya (Brahma-stuti, Shakradi-stuti, Devi-sukta, Aparajita stuti) and Adya-stab and Shiva-Panchashar stotra-which I recite daily during prayer time every night! Will Maa ever listen to my prayer and will I get a their blessings in this life? Please tell me what my birth chart is destined to provide! Please spend a few minutes from your valuable time for a burning soul! Dob-16/09/1985---Tob-22:30 hrs---87E31; 22N42; Lahiri Ayanamsa Thanks!